A Feeling of Loneliness and Aloneness

I wrote this a while back, I don't even remember when but I think it looks good.

There is a saying that “Being alone does not mean being lonely.” It is true. But wait until when loneliness falls on you when you are actually alone. It sucks? No. It’s devastating; probably one of the worst feelings in the world.

Everyone deals with sorrow differenlty. There is drinking (not recommended), there is practicing your hobby, and there is crying, there is talking to your friends and so on.

However, when you feel invisible; when you feel voiceless, when you feel like you don’t have a place in the world, when the only voice in your ear is yours, when you feel so cold because no one is walking beside you, when you open yourself up to freedom which refuses to embrace your presence, when you want to cry but no tears come out, when change your hairstlye so that your pals could finally welcome you in the crew but they still don’t, when after an exhausting day of work or practice there is no one to hear the funniest thing that made you laugh your loudest that day ( I just came up with that), being alone sucks just as much as being lonely. My list is a little messed up and might not make sense (some of them don’t make sense to me either), but that’s what I got.

Social media is a good thing. But is it always fullfilling? Maybe, maybe not.

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